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I'm Back!
NiaJean sits on her bed, opens her laptop and begins typing.
I’ve been away for a while
dealing with some personal issues, I’ll tell you about that later but now, I’m
back and ready to continue my story. For
those of you who have been reading about me, thank you for hanging with
me. For those of you who have just
started reading about me, welcome to my world.
So now where did I leave
off? The last big event that happened
was Jason coming by unexpectedly and telling me he missed me and wanted to try again. Jason is the man I dated after my divorce
from Sebastian and he was my rock at the time but then he decided to cheat so
things went in a totally different direction.
He knew how much I went through with Sebastian and he pulls something
like that on me. I can’t lie and say I
don’t still have a soft spot in my heart for him but there is no way I’m going
down that road of hurt again.
After Jason leaves, Eric appears
at my door. You all know Eric is the
bestie and in all honesty I’d like to keep it that way but we never know what
life has in store. Eric confessed his love to me that same day
and we ended up in a passionate kiss.
Now that really confused things because feelings that I’d never felt
before came to the surface. In the midst
of this passionate kiss there is another knock at my door. I just knew that knock meant Brian would be
standing there but to my surprise it wasn’t him. So let me go back to that night and catch you
up…
Eric embraces NiaJean and passionately kisses her. She tries to
resist but the kiss is amazing and very unexpected. There is a knock at NiaJean’s door so she
immediately stops the kiss and pushes Eric away. “Oh shit, Brian is supposed to be coming
over! Shit, you have to leave!” She says as she jumps up and begins pacing
out of panic. Eric looks at her with
disappointment and questions her actions, “What, after that kiss you’re asking
me to leave? Did you not feel anything?” She stops pacing and looks at him, “Yes but I
told you I don’t want to go down that road with you Eric.” A second knock at the door puts her into a
greater stage of panic. “Eric, please
can we talk about this later?” She pleads.
Eric looks at her and nods then gets up to leave. He walks to the door and prepares himself to
greet Brian on his way out. NiaJean
quickly rushes to the door and opens it to let Eric out and to greet the person
knocking.
NiaJean opens the door and is
surprised to see Sebastian standing there looking distraught. Eric is also surprised as he passes him in
the doorway and greets him before he leaves.
“What’s up?” Sebastian looks at
him with surprise as well but remains cordial as he responds back, “Hey, how
you doing brotha?” NiaJean is all of a sudden
compelled to explain herself, “Sebastian, Eric just stopped by for a little
visit.” Sebastian looks at her matter-of-factly
and says, “Your business, not mine.”
NiaJean is taken back by his response and stands frozen for a moment,
not sure how to respond. Eric looks at
NiaJean then at Sebastian and walks away without saying another word.
NiaJean stands at the door
looking at Sebastian with confusion.
Sebastian smiles slightly. “Can I
come in?” NiaJean steps back and lets
him in. She walks to the living room and
he follows. They both sit on the couch
in uncomfortable positions so NiaJean quickly speaks, “This is a surprise, what’s going on
Sebastian?” Sebastian leans back and
tries to get comfortable, “I just have a
few things I need to get off my chest and I really needed to talk to you about
it.” “Ok.” NiaJean’s confusion has now turned to concern
as she looks at him curiously.
First of all, I’m sorry for what
I’ve put you through all these years. You
didn’t and don’t deserve any of that.
You’re a good mother and I’ve been an asshole.” NiaJean can’t believe what’s she’s hearing, “Wow,
thank you Sebastian but I know you did not come all the way over here this time
of night to tell me what a good mother I am.
What’s really going on and where’s Sage?” She becomes uneasy. He looks at her reassuredly, “She’s fine, she’s
at home with Sabrina.” “So why are you
here Sebastian and why is my daughter with some other woman?” “It’s only for a little while.” NiaJean gets ready to go on a rant but before
she can speak, Sebastian stops her. “Sabrina
is pregnant.” NiaJean stops in mid
thought, “She’s pregnant? Are you ready for that?” Sebastian looks at NiaJean in the eyes with
major concern, “I don’t know if I want
that with her. I mean, I do care about
her but I never thought about anything long term.” NiaJean takes a deep breath and shakes her
head, “Well I guess you better start thinking about it.” Sebastian leans in closer to NiaJean. “Look, it just got me thinking about us and
where things went wrong.” NiaJean scoots
away from him. “Sebastian, we were young. Those days are in the past.” “Yeah but there was never a time I doubted
having a child with you. I think the
reason why I’m such an asshole with you is because I get so angry with the fact
that we didn’t work.” “Sebastian, you’re
just stressing right now.” “Maybe but
this really made me think about you and how I treated you and how I could have
tried harder to make us work but I didn’t.
I let you go.” “Things happened
the way they were supposed to so please don’t look back now.”
“I can’t help but realize what I
lost.” He leans in to try and kiss
her. She leans back after she smells
alcohol on his breath. “You have got to
go, you’re drunk and you will regret this in the morning. I’m calling Uber and you can get your car
tomorrow when you bring Sage back.” She
jumps up from the couch and grabs her phone.
“I mean what I’m saying to you.” “
I know you do, tonight but let’s see how you feel when you wake up in the
morning next to Sabrina. You’ll be ok, I
promise.” “I’m not that drunk.” Sebastian leans back on her couch and dozes
off. Minutes later there is a
notification on her phone that Uber has arrived. NiaJean wakes him up and helps him to the
door then walks him to the car. She
tells the driver where to take him as he slides in the car. She heads back to her house and looks at her
phone as she walks to the door. She notices
how late it is and realizes she hasn’t heard from Brian at all.
She turns off the lights and
heads upstairs to go to bed…
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